if i'd say, that even though i get to see you and to talk to you...

... i miss you terribly, would you believe in me?

i cannot even describe...

...how much i'd like to go for a run...

all that i leave behind

i'm not sure, if all the numbness
i'm feeling right now,
is due to exhaustion,
or due to the tornado
that stormed my soul
in the last few weeks.

it's time to drop all the masks...

... they haven't brought anything good so far

i'd rather have a million bleeding feet...

...than to be hurt by you

às vezes custa-me aceitar o óbvio...

...

independently of what I say...

... my eyes always tell the truth

it hurts like hell having to lie to set you free

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there are several authors to this blog...

... and they all live within the same person

the arrow and the song

There is no privacy that cannot be penetrated.
No secret can be kept in a civilized world.
Society is a masked ball where everyone hides his real character,
then reveals it by hiding.

Ralph Waldo Scott

Today I finally opened up. I found a wiser, elder friend to whom I was able to tell [almost] everything and how lost I feel… [some things I’m still struggling hard with]
I poured away my sorrows, and how shallow and I think they were, yet that I couldn’t drive the pain away, and how that was affecting me.
I exposed myself.
With nothing else to lose, I threw everything I’ve built so hard at risk, cleansed [part] of my soul out.
No weapons, no hiding places, no safe havens, no help, and no turning back
He proudly smiled at me, and said: “don’t think any wrong of this: it means you’re growing. Life for you is no longer a playground, and you cannot accept any longer to be driven by life, but to drive it yourself. This will the time of decisions, of cutting back with the unnecessary, and building your life for real. Whatever comes from it, it will make you solid, give you peace, and bring you true happiness. Don’t rush it, go one step at the time, trust what your heart feels. You’ll be tempted to sulk into sorrow. Don’t let it happen. Know that it is in your hands the changes you’re facing and that you are more than ready to go through them”

I understand it, and feel it in my heart, but the pain still hasn’t gone away.

I don't like mondays...

... and to worsen things up, you're not even close: i really miss you...

Plágio descarado

O ambiente dita que o momento é agora, mesmo que imperfeito!
Porque no final de contas... são os momentos imperfeitos, a dor partilhada, os sorrisos perdidos e ganhos, as lágrimas vertidas e os desabafos fora de tempo que aproximam as pessoas de chegarem à perfeição dos sentimentos.

Terror de te amar num sítio tão frágil como o mundo

Mal de te amar neste lugar de imperfeição
Onde tudo nos quebra e emudece
Onde tudo nos mente e nos separa

Sophia de Mello Breyner