silent film

i am so ashamed
i am so ashamed of all the trouble I have caused
and i am so ashamed of all these unopened doors

i am so ashamed of what I have become
that oh, my heart is bursting again
i don’t need this
but your eyes are turning away

i am of the west
i am fair skinned
i deserve a bullet in my chest
if I have no religion and no reason to be scared
if I am going to hell then I just don’t care

that oh, my heart is bursting again
i don’t need this
but your eyes are turning away